Yesterday I visited Sewakunj Ashram. Whoever are going there, appreciate the work and at the same time start criticize government for its ignorance towards the education of poor people. For the time being, what understanding I have developed I can claim that governance in India is also progressive and improving with time. It is also as concerned with the welfare of the people as any other organization could be. It is the deficiency in the management which fails the programs of the Government and so is the case with any private organization. Apart from opening government schools in almost all the villages of the country, it also focused to provide quality education to rural poor and opened Jawahar Navoday Vidyalaya and it became great success. 

Honesty pays in the End

When she was suffering under the ire of her boss, designated as CDPO for executing her job honestly, inspiring and motivating Anganwadi Sevikas to do their job with dedication considering it a noble job of teaching poor kids and hence becoming a part of making a vibrant nation. She was activating people positively without getting intermingled with officials, indulged in siphoning of most part of fund to their own pockets. As the norms developed by petty officials (having political backing), every LS has to collect one thousand rupees every month from all the Anganvadi Sevikas giving silent mandate to them for being oblivate towards following the officials norms for running the centers. My sister having honesty in her blood refused to take any money and in stead inspired her all sevikas to run the centers well. Centers which were closed for five years were started running. In stead of getting any reward, she was victimized by her immediate boss CDPO. Transferred, harassed and asked repeatedly for letter of explanation on petty issues. For getting relief, I contacted legislative leaders of that area (all (three) of them from BJP), but non of them responded. Later a senior BJP leader suggested me to reconcile as it is the norm of the land and parties are mostly funded by this way. I told I have devoted my life for the cause and I couldn't bend. Can BJP not support a person to lead honest life? She was mute. When I asked about my plan to meet leftist leader for agitation, she gave silent nod to go ahead. That was the end. I came to understand these parties couldn't help common man rather just making propaganda.

I had no time for getting involved in all these messes. CDPO has back up of the local BJP legislative leader. Being hopeless, I suggested my sister to quit the job. But at that time her work, her honesty started paying. Pradhans of villagers, most of them were corrupt earlier backed my sister and pressed the local BJP mla to change his stand. He had no option but to instruct CDPO, who was his sister by some distance relation to consile (as Ashish Ranjan, NAPM member had filed complain earlier on behalf of my sister and she was in revengeful mood) with my sister. Everything got normalized.

  Recently DM of Darbhanga, being proactive conducted a test (without specifying his intention for removal of candidate for scoring less) in which my sister was not able to reach on time as her two year baby was not well. So she scored lower than the set cut-off mark. All were upset regarding this. The earlier DPO recommended the DM for giving another chance mentioning her work and praising her being the best LS ever. Further the current DPO was also very anxious and suggested her to give explanation so that she would continue the job. My sister is really oblivious about that as she had already learned everything from this work and she wants to quit for better prospect. She is posted 15 Km away from her home and she is unable to take care of her baby and also she wants to study further. As her will is strong, she is really fragile physically as she is suffering from many ailments. But job keeps her mind busy and away from the thought of such ills. 

She has become the source of inspiration for all. Wishing and praying God to give her enough strength so that she would play her constructive role in public life to bring a greater change in the lives of common man (Aam Aadmi). BJP (or its Allied in power) should have to churn its soul, and should remember that by sucking the blood of children, they cant live a long life. Their development model must be inclusive. Business class has to understand that if they are paying huge tax for running the country, then these working class are also giving their blood for running their businesses and they really deserve social security scheme.

शेर की दहाड़ हो अपनी संवेदना

"तारीख पे तारीख, तारीख पे तारीख,

जज साहब यहाँ मिलता है तारीख और फिर तारीख

लेकिन मिलता नहीं इंसाफ "

दामिनी अपने सगे संबंधियों के विरुद्ध अपनी नौकरानी के सामूहिक बलात्कार के इंसाफ के लिए अपनी जान  की बाजी  लगाकर लड़ाई लडती हैं। न जाने इस तरह कितनी  मासूम महिलाएं नित प्रतिदिन इंसान रूपी  भेड़ीयो के दरिंदगी का शिकार होती हैं। यदा कद किसी को ऐसी दामिनी मिल जाती हैं और  न्याय भी। लेकिन इस बार दामिनी खुद इस दरिंदगी का शिकार बन गई। भारतवर्ष की राजधानी में ऐसी दरिंदगी,  बहसीपन से पूरा देश शर्मसार हुआ। यही शर्म और शायद एक अनजाना डर ने लोगो को, युवाओं को समाज के सभी वर्ग को झकझोर कर रख दिया। काफी विरोध हुआ। आन्दोलन हुए। सरकार भी जनसैलाव के सामने झुकी और कड़े कदम उठाने के वादे किये। 

जीवन संघर्ष से जूझ रही दामिनी आखिर इस लोक को छोड़ चली गयी। पूरा देश उसके जाने के गम में शोकग्रस्त हो गया। रिहंदवासियों ने भी मोमबत्ती जलाकर अपनी संवेदना व्यक्त किया। मैंने भी इसमें शामिल होकर इस सामूहिक चेतना का भागी बना। लेकिन मेरे भीतर में विचार उमड़ने लगे। क्या संवेदना व्यक्त करना महज एक  कार्यक्रम हैं? और क्या यह हमें सोचने पर मजबूर करेगा परिवर्तन के लिए? परिवर्तन कैसा ? आन्दोलन कर कानून में परिवर्तन लाकर। क्या संविधान में नए कानून लाने  मात्र से यह समस्या दूर हो जाएगी? सविंधान देश की आत्मा होती हैं। लेकिन एक व्यक्ति का, एक परिवार का, एक समाज का, एक  संस्था का भी तो संविधान होता हैं। क्या इन सभी स्तरों  के संविधान में परिवर्तन लाने की आवश्यकता नहीं हैं? यदि यह संवेदना इस दिशा में सोचने के लिए मजबूर करें, तो यह संवेदना, एक प्रतीतात्मक प्रदर्शन एक व्यापक परिवर्तन लाने में कारगर साबित होगा। 

देश में परिवर्तन तो हुआ हैं। पहली बार हम सबने एक स्त्री को सम्मान दिया जिसकी अस्मिता को नष्ट कर दिया गया। नहीं तो इस देश में ऐसी स्त्रियों को घृणा की दृष्टि  से देखा जाता रहा है, समाज से निकाल दिया जाता था। ऐसी दुखियारी या तो फांसी लगा लेती और फिर जीवन नैया को ढ़ोने के लिए वैश्यावृति के दलदल में फंस जाती रही हैं। दामिनी की व्यथा ने  देश की सोच में बदलाव लाने  का बड़ा काम किया हैं। 

अपने व्यक्तिगत जीवन किस तरह से परिवर्तन लाना चाहिए, इस पर भी सोचने की आवश्यकता हैं। व्यक्तिगत तौर पर हमें अपनी सोच को विस्तार देना पड़ेगा। अपने परिवार के अलावा समाज का भी विचार भी करना चाहिए। समाज के सभी वर वर्गों के साथ मिलकर उसके आर्थिक सामाजिक, जीवन मूल्यों इत्यादि के विकास में योगदान करना चाहिए। रिहंद वासियों को बांडरी के बाहर जाकर लोगों के साथ समरसता होना चाहिए। रिहंद परिसर के भीतर व बाहर के बच्चों के साथ मिलकर उसे मार्ग से भटकने से रोकने का प्रयास करना चाहिए। जितने भी सामाजिक कार्य हो रहे हैं सभी में मन से, तन से, धन से एवं समय से अपनी अपनी क्षमता के अनुरूप योगदान देना चाहिए। 

एनटीपीसी परिवार, एक संस्था के तौर पर भी हमें अपने आसपास के विकास के लिए उचित कदम उठाने चाहिए। आस पास के बच्चों के अच्छी शिक्षा के लिए एक अच्छे विद्यालय का निर्माण होना चाहिए। दूर दराज के  छात्रो के लिए छात्रावास की व्यवस्था होनी चाहिए। सफाईकर्मी  के लिए उचित आवास व उनके सभी लड़कियों के लिए अच्छे विद्यालय में निशुल्क शिक्षा की व्यवस्था होनी चाहिए। परिसर के पड़ोस में वैश्यावृत्ति जैसी घटनाएँ भी प्रकाश मे आयी हैं। उनके भी भोजन  पानी की व्यवस्था कर समाज के साथ जोड़ने का प्रयास करना चाहिए। एक महाविद्यालय का निर्माण के लिए कदम उठाने चाहिए ताकि हजारो छात्र अपनी आगे की शिक्षा पूरी कर सकें। मजदूरों को सम्मान व अच्छा जीवन जीने के तौर तरीके सिखाने के लिए वर्कशॉप करने चाहिए। स्वरोजगार, जनचेतना इत्यादि की दिशा में काम कर हम बिजली उत्पादन के साथ साथ एक  समाज का निर्माण कर सकते हैं। तभी अपनी संवेदना स्पंदनहीन न होकर, एक युग परिवर्तनकारी साबित होगा। 

संवेदना, संवेदना और केवल संवेदना। 

संवेदना मेमनों के आंसू  बनकर न रहे।

शेर की दहाड़ हो अपनी संवेदना। 

युग परिवर्तनकारी कारी हो अपनी नव चेतना।  

  

Downfall of Morality of state.. Rise of Morality among commons

When Nitish Government came, face of Bihar changed. While going from Patna to Darbhanga (my home town), I overwhelmed to see the highly pitched, wide highways. Change was visible. Voices from all spheres of life could be clearly heard about good governance, reduced corruption. Children in schools started aspiring for becoming leader like Nitish Kumar. 

After knowing the ground reality, the governance which affects mostly common people, the bottom five percent of our population, I forced to think that the days of darkness is not over and it will take one more generation to bring change at grass root level. 

The story of Leena Kumari while working as supervisor in Anganwadi (under ICDS program) reveals the open robbery of the poorest of the poor children by common officers. She was as a children quite brilliant and studious, having tendency of following all the good traits, but unfortunately she has to discontinue education in class eighth due to lack of quality education in nearby area. After marriage she got chance to study and successfully completed her MA while fulfilling all family obligation, caring three children single-handed. Proving her merit she also cleared PT of BPSC Exams. Later she got chance to work as supervisor under ICDS program. 

She has to reach her office (Singhwada Block, Darbhanga) fifteen Km away from home and then visits forty centers under her provision. During visits and after seeing widely prevailing poverty, she always dreamed to do something for them. But there is huge gap between in program and practice. There was anomalies everywhere. Clerk were not talking well even with supervisors. There was no one to ask for refreshments during meetings. There are centers running on paper only. All were presenting the same list of expenditure every month. All anganwadi sevikas has to give Rs. 1000 monthly for maintaining these disorders. After seeing all these her heart wept. But something more is yet to come.

She was instructed by the clerk to collect thousands rupees from every centers. It was shocking for her and she scolded him and taught to speak politely with all the supervisors. Later she was also suggested by her officer (CDPO) to follow the corrupt practice. Forty centers and hence collection of forty thousands was in pending. Sewikas was questioned and instructed to run the centers properly. It was unusual for them also. But after listening words of development and their role some of them got motivated and started running the programs. Realizing the importance of education, poor people started sending their children at the centers great ease to the sevikas. After getting successes she implored all to do the same and also used authority at some points. She started getting calls from officers including DM, but all got ashamed to listen her motivational talk and bent to cooperate. Centers were started running well. Children got uniforms and sevikas has not to pay thousands rupees and happily work for them. At one center, still not corrected she herself went their to facilitate distribution of Rashan. Meek, weak old people started coming for getting the right amount and implored her to stay till all items get distributed. 

The next day she was transferred and allocated all difficult centers in different directions. It is difficult for her to go all the places. Quite tense she called me what to do. She was losing the faith on honesty. For supporting her I told such things are usual on this path. Just take one center for showing your grits. On my call other centers were taken back by CDPO. At new place she again proved and the toughest center started running smoothly.

 Sevikas of old centers still call her and inform happily about uniforms and other good stuffs. Going further they all were seeking the way to bring her back in their area even though they have to give money to officers. Now it became common talk among people that she is the only honest, knowledgeable supervisor and hence officers are trying to harass her. Change is inevitable and people at grass level will bring the change. All the corrupt officers will have to pay the price. She was still waiting salaries of nine months and planning how she would spend his salaries. Buying a gadda, a small fridge and sofas for making a drawing room is in her mind. 

(When she was telling about the scene about snatching of rice from Anchal of the poor Dom ladies, I suddenly remembered the scene of Anand Math where English Sepoy were snatching food from starving families.)               

Bharat Bhagya Vidhata

Yesterday I have gap shap with some children of class seventh. They study in St. Joseph School, only English medium school of Rihand Nagar. In the evening near auditorium I found them with tiffin boxes in their hand. As I already knew some of them, I approached them to have some gap sap.

"What are you doing here?"

"SSG classes."

"For what?"

"It is a foundation classes."

The term seemed unusual for me, a little inquiry revealed that foundation classes is basically a classroom coaching for preparing students for ensuring success in IIT entrance exam. I amused, when they should pass through foundation of values, ethos, culture and love for country to widen their knowledge for making a complete, matured human being; they are given training for to know what is IIT and how to crack it. I knew these courses will only misguide them and will make them weak in study. 

"So, you all want to go in IIT."

"Ya, it is true."

"But is it necessary for doing foundation classes at this very early age. I don't think so."

All were started looking at me. When I told them, I have studied in IIT. Some of them amazingly asked,"Are you from IIT?" Those who knew this mocked at others for their ignorance. Really children say what come in their mind. After some gap shap, they started saying they don't like coming SSG. Unknowing they got enrolled here, and so now they are bound to attend.

"Will you debate?"

"Yes I will do." Some were confused over this sentence. I will help you in getting good guidance for becoming good debaters. When I told them it is time for you to stay good in mathematics and other subjects, but simultaneously develop other traits of life, they all appreciated this idea. Creativity makes life beautiful. They all seemed enthusiastic. 

When I asked them what you want to become in life. Traditionally they replied. 

"I will go in IIT and then become IAS officers." said one and the other and almost most of them. Really Indian have not come out from feudal mind set, although they are well educated. All want to rule and none of them aspire to make life beautiful.

"I will go in IIT and then will join ISRO." told one of them. He wanted to become scientist. "You should go in IIT, study hard there, join some reputed university of the world, work in some reputed research lab and then come back here in India, then you will be able to serve the country better. 

After some gap shap, I just proposed to visit nearby villages, meet people and learn the society, if you want to become renowned IAS officer. "Mammi will not allow us to go outside the campus." So, you all are frightened from villagers. "Yes" all told in a single voice.

If you have fear from villagers, if you can't meet people, how will you develop compassion for them which will refine your life to become good IAS officers, scientists. Anyway there is nothing to fear from villagers. It is quite probable some of them are not good, but still they will love you. When you will take my name or mention the name of my team mates, they will love you and they will also protect you. 

After completion of primary school, I found out one good high school was located six kilometer away from my home. Till then, none of my villagers had gone there for education. I put the idea to my friends. Although that school would have been only three Km away from their villages, they all have notional fear that students of that school were very dirty, infested with criminal minds and bully those who were from far off places and hence refused to take that step. On those days I used to be the weakest among my friends. Yet I have nothing to fear in my mind. I just took my bicycle and went there. My father also reached, he got me enrolled. The six months which I spent there was very memorable in my mind. "Shyam Sundar" was adored by all. My friends used to take me at their homes and in that way I saw about ten villages of my area, some of them infested with Ranveer Sena and the other with Naxalism. Although I was physically weak, my legs were trembling when asked to speak publicly, but I was too vocal to spread the Idea of India among my friends. Some Muslim children were coming there. Sometimes they are mocked by Brahmin students. After getting in my touch they were befriended. It is my observation that if you have fear, you will never get real knowledge, you will not get real friends and you certainly can not serve your country well. Rihand Nagar is really good place for learning, for making ethos, but this could not be achieved by restricting students going outside, meeting people. Parents should assist them, guide them to understand society and facilitate them to interact them, organize some programs for village kids. This is good opportunity for children in Rihand Nagar. Fortunately Prayas Team and Sewa Kunj Ashram could play a great role in this endeavor.

"Make your son strong. Make him complete." "He will certainly bring honour for your family."

George Pancham was not the Bharat Bhagya Vidhata. A strong, sensible child is Bharat Bhagya Vidhata.  

Jai ho!

Bharat Bhagya Vidhata!

 

बाउंड्री के उस पार

" मैं", बाउंड्री के उस पार रहता हूँ.
अचंभित! समझ के पड़े था यह पता.
मैला-कुचला कपड़ा, बेबस निगाहें.
हाथ में झाड़ू, और यह रुखा सा जबाव
समझ के बिलकुल पड़े.
"हा साहबजी, हम लोग बाउंड्री के उस पार रहते हैं. "
फिर अचम्भा! यह कौनसी बाउंड्री?
"साहबजी हमलोग बाउंड्री के बाहर ही रहते आये हैं."
"आपको पता नहीं."
"साहबजी यह किसी को पता नहीं"
"पता क्यूँ करें, क्यूँ पड़ेसानी मोल ले."
"साहबजी, पर  एक बात हैं, आज के बाउंड्री और तब के बाउंड्री में थोड़ा अंतर हैं."
"पहले दिलों में बाउंड्री थी, गॉव कस्बों के हासियें पर रहा करता था. पर  था गॉव का ही."
और अब?
"दिलों में भी बाउंड्री हैं. और जमीन पर मोटी दीवारों की. और मैं कहीं का  नहीं."
अचम्भा, जितना जबाव दो, उतना ही समझ से पड़े.
भाई जान, मैं ठहरा सीधा सादा, दुनिया से बेखबर.
घुमाओ मत, जरा सीधी बात बताओ.
"सुन सकोगे बाउंड्री की कहानी, तो सुनो.
"बाउंड्री भारत को बाँटती हैं.
जाती के आधार पर नहीं, धर्म के आधार पर नहीं, और न ही राजनीती पे. 
बाउंड्री बांटती है, काम के आधार पर.
बाउंड्री के उस पार दिमाग लगाते, कलम चलाते.
बाउंड्री के इस पार, झाड़ू लगाते, शरीर खपाते.
उस पार  ! पक्के, सजे  कतारों में बने घर.
 इस पार ! टूटे-फूटे टीनों की चारदीवार, इधर उधर बिखरे हुए.
उस पार ! बाग़ बगीचा, कृत्रिम झरने और मनभावन पार्क
इस पार ! जंगल झाड़ झुड़मुट, और कीचड़ की परात
उस पार ! झील हैं, तालाब हैं, जहाँ खुसबू बिखरी फूलों की
इस पार ! गदीला तालाब, जहाँ बदबू फैली मैलों की.
उस पर ! कॉन्वेंट स्कूल हैं, अच्छे शिक्षक हैं, बच्चे पढ़ते कलरव करते हैं.
इस पार ! स्कूल का पता नहीं, जो भी था उजड़ गया, बच्चो का भविष्य थम गया.
उस पार ! शौपिंग सेंटर, सब दिन मेले लगते हैं.
इस पार ! दीवारों से टंगी एक छोटी सी दुकान.
उस पार ! क्लब हैं, सितारा होटल हैं, शैम्पेन  की बोतलें टनटनाती  हैं.
इस पार ! देसी दारू की भट्टी हैं, पी के धुत्त मस्ताने हैं
उस पार ! मंदीर मस्जिद और गिरिजाघर हैं.
इस पार ! बेचारों के भगवान् का अता पता नहीं."
मन बिचलित होने लगा.
करूणा, दया उमड़ने लगी.
बस खुद को लाचार बेबस पाया
अब बस करो भाई, अब और सुन न पाउँगा.
महात्मा गाँधी के सपनों के भारत को बँटते देख न पाउँगा
अब मैं चलता हूँ, ईश्वर से आपके भले की कामना करता हूँ.
"रुक जाओं भाई, मेरी विनती सुनते जाओ.
नयी कविता रची हैं, इसे पूरा सुनते जाओ."
मैं तेजी से भागा, पर वह माना नहीं.
कवी की वेदना! चिल्ला चिल्ला कर सुना रहा था
"उस पार ! बिजली हैं, चकमक हैं, बिजली दिल्ली को जाती हैं.
इस पार ! घोर अँधेरा हैं, कोलाहल हैं, डिबिया की टिमटिमाती लौ  के लिए कटोरी भर तेल कहा से लौऊँ .
 

मेरे सपने

स्वतंत्रता दिवस के इस शुभ अवसर पर आप सभी को बधाई. 

देश की आज़ादी के लिए हँसते हँसते अपने प्राणों को न्योछावर करने वाले महान नायकों को हम नमन करते हैं. उनका बलिदान हमें अपने देश को सुन्दर बनाने के लिए प्रेरणा देता रहे, ऐसा हम कामना करते हैं. भगत सिंह, सुखराम, सुभाष, लक्ष्मीबाई, आंबेडकर का बलिदान व्यर्थ न जाएँ. 

देश पे मर मिटने वालों ने देश को खुशहाल देखने का सपना देखा करते थे. आज का परिस्थिति देख ऐसा लगता हैं उनका वो सपना अधुरा हैं. क्या इस सुअवसर पर हम सपना देखने का साहस कर सकते हैं? आइये हम सब ये सपना देखे, एक सुनहरे भारत का. 

भारत की शिक्षा व्यवस्था सुधरे. प्राथमिक विद्यालय से विश्वविद्यालय तक की गुणवत्ता बढे और सबमें भारतियों का जीवन स्तर कैसे सुधरे ऐसी शिक्षा की व्यवस्था हो. 

गॉव के, शहर के, देश के प्रबुद्ध लोग ईमानदार व देश के, आम लोगो के चिंता करने वाले हो. 

सत्ता का विकेंद्रीकरण हो, मगर इसका मतलब यह न रहे की सत्ता ग्राम प्रधान के हाथों में चला जाये. विकेंद्रीकरण का अर्थ आम जनता को जागरूक कर उसे अपने अधिकारों व कर्तव्यों के प्रति जवाबदेह बनाना भी हो. धनी लोग गरीब का बाना (बी० पी० एल०) पहन कर गरीबों का निबाला न छीनें. व्यक्ति अपनी जाति को पहचाने. जो चमड़े का काम करें वही चमार हो, जो पढाने का काम करे वह शिक्षक. जो लोहे का काम करें वह लोहार हो, जो लोगो का इलाज करे वह डॉक्टर. फिर चमार, लोहार, धोबी को दिए गए सुविधा जैसे आरक्षण का लाभ शिक्षक, डॉक्टर, मंत्री, संत्री, राष्ट्रपति न उठायें.

देश के अविकसित इलाकों में भी विकास हो. वह रेलवे लाइन हो. सड़क मार्ग हो. अच्छे विद्यालय खुले. अच्छा विश्वविद्यालय खुले, 

देश में पिछड़े ईलाको के उद्योग धंधे से मिले लाभ का एक बड़ा भाग उसी क्षेत्र के विकास में लगे. वहां के विकास में वहां के लोगो से भी मंत्रणा की जाये. जंगलों पर ग्राम सभा का अधिकार हो. 

मजदूरों का जीवन स्तर सुधरे. अवैध खनन कर मजदूरों के जीवन को खतरा में न डाले. मजदूरों को उचित मजदूरी मिले. मजदूरों को शिक्षा दी जाये. कम्पनी उनके सोच को बढाने के यत्न करें ताकि वे मेहनत से कमाए धन को दारू शराब पर न खर्च कर बल्कि अपने परिवार, बच्चो के भलाई के लिए खर्च करें. मजदूरी के साथ साथ मजदूरों के बच्चो की भी पढाई की अच्छी सुविधा दी जाये, चिकित्सा की सुविधा दी जाये. मजदूरो के मानसिक स्तर बढाया जाये ताकि वे समाज के किसी तबके के साथ स्वाभिमान के साथ बात कर सके, अपनी समस्या को रख सकें. कार्यक्षेत्र पर मजदूरों को उचित सुविधा दी जाये. 

उचित ड्रेस में मजदुर खदानों में, पॉवर प्लांटों में काम करें. हमारे सुरक्षा कर्मचारी जागरूक हो और मजदूरो को सुरक्षा से सम्बंधित सभी उपकरण उपलब्ध करवाए, तभी वे मजदूरों को काम करने की इजाजत दे.

खुशहाल मजदुर, शिक्षित भारत, जागरूक नागरिक, ईमानदार अधिकारीगण, खेतों में लहलहाते फसल ऐसा हो अपना भारत. आओ हम नमन करें ऐसे भारत को और ऐसे भारत के निर्माण में जुट जाएँ.